erik wants to read my entry when im done then probably write something mean for a comment so should i make this a long one or a short one?

i think ill just write and see what happenes.

wow i finnished my spanish thing... it looks so damn tacky though cause i didnt use that clear tape i used the foggy one and i was too lazy to put it behind the papers (its on a posterboard) so its on every corner and yeah but i dont care im happy.

today was hella boring, rotc was boring but we did a mile run and i got 8 01 but it was wierd cause it thought it was gonna be like 10 since everyone was done but i was wrong o well.. stupid fast uperclassmen.

all the rest of the peiriods where preety much the same cept for no mile runs. ohhhhhh but mr yi is hella cool. if your ever in his class youll like it. another thing after school i got color guard and all and now i guess erika was REQUSTED to join... i think Sargent Major's got a crush haha jk erika. but yeah now i know 3 people in color guard which is preety cool.

i walked home with erik and biancia which was preety funny everyone was crackn jokes and junk, preety much just walkn home. after i got home i went to this alpha place and bought my posterboard and got home went to work went to BOY SCOUTS WHOOOT WHOOOT jkjkjk that place is preety damn gay but i get to meet up with some good chingus and get to make fun of sfs kids so its all good in the end.

got home and finnished the project at like 12 so i decieded to do some xanga and thats preety much it

wow i really cant get heather of my mind lately. i dont know how i got along without her all this time when i met her it was just like wow shes awsome. shes been gona for almost 5 months but we still really like each other its awsome. i wish she was here or i was there. i really miss her alot and its killing me to be away from her but life goes on so ill just keep on living life as best i can

alrighty seeya later whoever reads this

love you heather

seeya

okay even though today is today im going to do my entry on how long ive been awake... yeah cause its 2 in the morning. hmm i woke up then i took a shower.. so far preety uneventfull, then i taught some english to some korean kids. that was kinda funny though cause i was supposed to play a game and speak english at the same time so we decided to fight in fighting pads.. hes like elevn and 5 feet. but he was friggen crazy and he didnt win, so we played a board game he beat me 3-2, then we played on my game cube and that was preety boring. after that i had my fun

i left to meet danny and everyone for his birthday at like 630, they were all at quiznoes so i walked fast to get there. when i got there it was HELLA boring, yeah then we left and walked to danny's house, that was preety funny cause we really walked HELLA slow it was fun. then i smelt paola's hair cause danny said it smelt good.... i think im i addicited to her hair, it smells HELLA FRIGGEN AWSOMELY good and she gets it from the Colombia HELLA good smelling. yeah then we went to dannys house that was kinda wierd getting there but once we were inside it was fine

then we started playing x-box...... im never going to play halo with pat again (besides after the movie tonight) hes crazy on games with guns and has anger issues. then we went to pc and came back mad late.

wow at pc man i wish i never went, it was fun and all but my biggest mistake was getting not imediatly playing cs cause then i got on msn and yeah NOT GOOD.

so we came back and now im just making an entry... yeah

bye

welll i gues its time to do another one of those entry things....

alright today was really boring till like 1130 or something when i got on msn... i had a good talk with some people which i always enjoy. uhh i was sick so i didnt go to school. i have really nothing to look forward to this weekend and then theres school so im in a good mood... not really... uhh i feel kinda bad cause again ive neglected to keep in touch with craig. kinda cause i dont get on the computer much anymore and when i do never on this xanga thing... hmmmmmm heather might come back in two years...

that makes me sound really obsesive but i cant help in cause i swear even in two years i would be really excited to see her...

my brother has friends spending the night and they wrecked my room play moh... uhh there annoying and are watching cartoons and 1 in the morning...

well now i really board so i dunno i just say most of whats on my mind.... pat and erik mostly cause there like preety much the people i "talk to" here now and i think about pats issues and i cant help but feel bad for him and then i look at erik... erik seems fine but i dunno i think hes got some issues...

everyone has issues so it would only make sense right? .... o well if he doesnt LUCKY... also im always thinkn bout "that one girl in virginia" (heather) its like im going through the school year with out her and it REALLY sucks... i see all these couples and i feel like i should be like that too but it wont happen... o well

and then becasue of this conversation i had tonight i concered for this one person (no names!!!) yeah really makes me think... i dont like it when people around me are having problems its really sad cause if there a friend i really want to help them...

and if i cant its doubly sadifying... (sad-i-fy-ing) o well.

good night.

well then, today was boring, at least i think it was... i cant remeber what i did. all i remeber was teaching korean kids english... wow i feel like i was high or something for half the day...

if you can tell me what i did today i would be quite thankfull... well im going to go now seeya later

that was a wierd entry...

well then \... its been awhile... i dont really like my chemical romance so much anymore. i just read like 15 or so of craigs entrys that was very intertaining but it made me feel bad cause i havnt really talked to him at all. he was someone i could really talk to and im to lazy to post something on his xanga, man thats not cool.

well im at this place some beach on some island.. THERE ARE AMERICANS or maybe british or something? i dunno but there really annoying, if all the people in the states are like that on the beaches i wanna go to some landlocked place OR ALASKA or NewYork or Colorado cause the air force and army academys are there. im at a pc bang at the beach plae and its so getto. its just a really big tent with fans and stuff. damn this is a hige tent. i just kinda noticed that. this computers suck. they didnt have anygames well they did just not the ones i wanted so o well.

DAMN THERE ARE SO MANY FLIES HERE HOLY CRAP i go into my tent by the beach and immediatly like flies try to eat me. last nite i tried to sleep from 7pm to 7am but i only got in like 4 hours of sleep cause of those flies and misquitoes and SAND ITS EVERYWHERE (is that cause its a beach?) i woke up today and went on a walk and then drank alot of cold hi-c

WOW my mom was really smart when she packed our cooler, we have no ice but everything is icy!!! its awsome. after i walked and drank hi-c i slept wow it was a good sleep. THEN MY DAMN GRANDMA WOKE ME UP that sucked. but  i got to eat food and come here so that wasnt so bad. i took a picture of this crazy awsome sunset here  its so friggen awsome it reminded me of alaska though and that made me sad.

ohh i also went crab catching or something today and they were small not like the ones you eat but the ones you put in soup to make it taste funky. and the biggest one we caught was like 3 inches wide but it was strong as hell. that thing pinched me and it hurt so bad so i tried to pull him of my thumb but i guess it was too hard and i ripped of his arm from his body... but the thing still wouldnt come of so i pulled hard again and it came off it was sick. then my thumb swelled up like a friggen balloon. o well it was fun.

im here with my korean fammily which is wierd cause my dad and bro didnt come and my mom ignores me so i just sit there quietly and think but i dont mind that its nice here i wouldnt mind living here cept for everything here is korean and i cant speak korean. well ill see yall later.